Grief, the Epitome of Death

Watching old reports on Youtube of the death of Lee Eon (the funny guy in Coffee Prince) makes me think...



Will there be any of my friends, who would cry...




for me,





on my funeral?

In the face of Tomorrow

Truth is,
I am a bit,
scared.



But I don't want that to tear me down.




"You can't choose what life gives you, but you may make the best out of it."




I wrote this as a comment to a friend's Facebook status.

And I still can't believe that,
it came from me:

How you interpret happiness is how you see it...

Like, when you fall and you scrap your knee.

One may choose to cry because of the pain of it,
or another may laugh heartily for it's a remembrance that one still have a knee in which it could still stand (and scrap!) onto.

I don't know if I could still stay as positive after the outcome Tomorrow but,
I don't want to lose,
my own smile.



(^_^)



written with love,
-from me to me-

Cuz I'm bored...

and can't get myself to sleep.

Needing...

-In Kanji-

Kenapa?

Malam ini,
satu pengalaman baru.


Makyung.
Menarik!


Tapi,
aku tak mampu senyum.


Penat.
Kata orang kampung,
'melancholic'.


Walau,
aku sebenarnya,
tidak mengeluarkan sebarang tenaga yang berguna pun kebelakangan ini.


Lethargic mungkin.


Kenalan baru,
dibelanja minum.
Terima kasih. :)


Tanpa alasan,
rasa mahu menangis.


Rasa mahu dipeluk,
for comfort.
Untuk tenang.


Tapi,
siapa?


*Sigh*


Sembamkan sahaja muka di bantal.

Awak...

Awak.
Dekat.



Sangat.
Dekat.



Tapi...





Awak jauh.

Compulsive Rambling

Opening up is not in my dictionary...
But sometimes, it'll just slip out without me noticing.




Smitten?
Crush?




You name it...
Because, I'm not sure I even know.




What it is, that is.




But I like it,

when I walk into a room...

and there you are.

Looking up to me.





Smiling.