Umpama sekeping kertas...

yang kau keronyok sepuas hati.

Lalu kau buka, dan carik-carikkan dia.

Kepada keping-keping halus.

Lalu,
kau lemparkan ke lantai.

Dan dipijak-pijak umpama seekor semut halus.

Kemudian kau bakar.

Sehingga yang tinggal hanyalah abu,
yang bakal diterbangkan angin.

Where?

At the bottom's bottom.

The Woman

Don't talk about things you don't know Woman, seriously. You think that Your life is miserable. Have you ever think of my life that you made miserable? You don't know the truth Woman. You don't know. You only know the side of me that I let you see and what I let you perceive. You know me only skin-deep. And that's all about it.


This life is not all about you. There's something about me too.


P/S: Dalam masa 6 bulan ini, apa yang kau tahu tentang aku? Nothing.

Grief, the Epitome of Death

Watching old reports on Youtube of the death of Lee Eon (the funny guy in Coffee Prince) makes me think...



Will there be any of my friends, who would cry...




for me,





on my funeral?

In the face of Tomorrow

Truth is,
I am a bit,
scared.



But I don't want that to tear me down.




"You can't choose what life gives you, but you may make the best out of it."




I wrote this as a comment to a friend's Facebook status.

And I still can't believe that,
it came from me:

How you interpret happiness is how you see it...

Like, when you fall and you scrap your knee.

One may choose to cry because of the pain of it,
or another may laugh heartily for it's a remembrance that one still have a knee in which it could still stand (and scrap!) onto.

I don't know if I could still stay as positive after the outcome Tomorrow but,
I don't want to lose,
my own smile.



(^_^)



written with love,
-from me to me-

Cuz I'm bored...

and can't get myself to sleep.

Needing...

-In Kanji-

Kenapa?

Malam ini,
satu pengalaman baru.


Makyung.
Menarik!


Tapi,
aku tak mampu senyum.


Penat.
Kata orang kampung,
'melancholic'.


Walau,
aku sebenarnya,
tidak mengeluarkan sebarang tenaga yang berguna pun kebelakangan ini.


Lethargic mungkin.


Kenalan baru,
dibelanja minum.
Terima kasih. :)


Tanpa alasan,
rasa mahu menangis.


Rasa mahu dipeluk,
for comfort.
Untuk tenang.


Tapi,
siapa?


*Sigh*


Sembamkan sahaja muka di bantal.

Awak...

Awak.
Dekat.



Sangat.
Dekat.



Tapi...





Awak jauh.

Compulsive Rambling

Opening up is not in my dictionary...
But sometimes, it'll just slip out without me noticing.




Smitten?
Crush?




You name it...
Because, I'm not sure I even know.




What it is, that is.




But I like it,

when I walk into a room...

and there you are.

Looking up to me.





Smiling.

Awak

Awak...



Saya suka awak~



Kita kawan jom?

Note to God

If I wrote a note to God
I would speak whats in my soul
I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away,
For love to overflow
If I wrote a note to God
I'd pour my heart out on each page
I'd ask for war to end
For peace to mend this world
I'd say, I'd say, I'd say


Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on


If I wrote a note to God
I would say what on my mind
I'd ask for wisdom to let compassion rule this world
Until these times
If I wrote a note to God
I'd say please help us find our way
End all the bitterness, put some tenderness in our hearts
And I'd say, I'd say, I'd say


Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on


No, no no no
We can't do this on our own
So


Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on


If I wrote a note to God

And the horror show...

begins!