Sunday, October 11, 2009


I hate this feeling...

It's confusing!

Monday, October 5, 2009

The Pain of Grief

I hope he's doing well
I'm missing him
It's painful to see him in pain

But how am I suppose to sooth him?
It feels so helpless...
As I am unable to help him.

I can't even hug him...
That hurts.

Is he doing well today?
How well is he coping with his lost?
It's so sudden that the pain hurts so much.

please help him.
And his family.

Perhaps, just perhaps...
For me at least
He is the brother
That I never have.

I never know the kind of friendship
that could make me so happy...
and so sad.

Until now...

Thank you God for letting me know the good peeps.


the grandmother of Siti Fairuz Kawid
the father of Fiza Hanif Zainon.


with loads of love,
I love you.