Pain

I can't afford to remember.




Because, if I do...








I die.

Apparent

Those spaces...



In between the lines.


The creeping,
underlying sense of unknown entity.


I wish I didn't have it.
Didn't see it.
Didn't feel it.



Oh,
how I wish!

Water

Cold, but cooling.



Come and hug the broken pieces...
that is me.

November

Come to think of it...



I haven't post anything for November.



Is it because life goes on as normal as usual?



Whatever 'normal' means...

Damn!

I hate this feeling...







It's confusing!

The Pain of Grief

I hope he's doing well
I'm missing him
It's painful to see him in pain


But how am I suppose to sooth him?
It feels so helpless...
As I am unable to help him.


I can't even hug him...
That hurts.


Is he doing well today?
How well is he coping with his lost?
It's so sudden that the pain hurts so much.


God,
please help him.
And his family.


Perhaps, just perhaps...
For me at least
He is the brother
That I never have.


I never know the kind of friendship
that could make me so happy...
and so sad.


Until now...

Thank you God for letting me know the good peeps.






~Al-Fatihah~

To,
the grandmother of Siti Fairuz Kawid
the father of Fiza Hanif Zainon.


Abang...
Akak...


with loads of love,
I love you.

(((hugs)))

Mantai

With family.

:D


Eid Mubarak!


with love,
-atiqah-


:D